I am summit of an open book ere I know.. tiz the place where I can say things I am scared to say to me friends nnfamily. .. coz I dont wanna put stuff on em.. here peeps sort of know me... in real life I fragment too much n.appear ok.. then i switch n its like summat taked me over.. nutty stuff I kn...

well done REMF too.

I am in a mental mess but will hopefully sort out meself.. didnt feel I should post ere coz of self damagin but figured at least booze wasnt involved coz me impulsiveness would have been even worse so trying to look on the brightside re that at least.

laters Dab x

nice one Hope!

Been bad to meself but at least no booze has been consumed.

Hi MC.. sorry you have had a bad day.. I understand how hard it is wen them intrusive negative thoughts keep coming... I think talking to a friend is really good tho.. as you say seeing someone who has gotten over stuff can be encouraging... When do you start new meds? sorry I cant scroll back coz i...

gonna hop outa bed now n hoover the tank..

after dismal performances of late I will be stoic n say COYI eh Mr Jones..

sunnybee

haylofts dont agree wiv me tank.. the straw blocks me filter..

gonna device a straw proof tank today n get some matey bubbles for Jojo :ugeek:

Hey BE.. takin a back seat is fair enuff but dont hide away now.. you hear me lady :!: My return has been a toughie an sobriety a rough road. In truth an this is truth me nights are now plagued with the worse of nightmares an I sleep like a wreck. Tis a learnin curve tho to look to meself an maybe w...

Now then Cowboy, pleased to hear you're getting a bit better. Must be all that time hanging out in the hayloft eh ;) Dab, very relieved to hear you've been to the docs and she is helping, and you are working with her. Bit of sobriety definitely won't hurt either, I am betting. Do take care fishyfac...

Hey Sunnyone... sorry you is feeling increasingly unwell... do use this place to get support as n wen you need. When things started getting bad for me last year I went away from here but isolating meself didn't help me... so hope you are getting lots of real life support. Do look aftr yourself n hop...

Hmm I is saddened when fings get antagonist on BE n I get temptations to avoid the whole place... then I thinks different opinions n a degree of unsettlement is kinda life n I needs to learn to deal wiv it n not stick me head in the sand. I would be most unhappy if this thread got terminated Jojo......

Look after yourself Dogwalkinone ....

Drinking causes me much mess too n I need to try to do me bit to tidy meself up so ain't gonna drink today.

Coffee is on for youz that need a boost.

Try n not recluse yourself too much sunnyone. I hope things get easier for you n meds etc get sorted..please look after yourself m'dear... n hope you come back soon. xxxx

Thanks MC, Borisman n LondonGuy :) I often shy away from posting Boris.. I think it can help tho in keeping aware of stuff n of course others peoples feedback has encouraged me to get help/ support... which otherwise I probably wouldn't. I am starting to try to get out of my gloom n doom.. keeping a...

thank you snoops xxxx

No drinking ere.

Well done sober dudes n dudettes

Good to hear you are feeling brighter Cowboy. :) Right this fish is gonna aim for a sober stretch again... certainly need to do wot I can that is in my control.. like not have that first drink however feked off I may get. Lots aint in my control so gotta do wot I can wiv things that are.. if I speak...

Ah you have let the fitness thread take over Sheila..

Chocolate eating hop from the fish

HOP

new month... new day... gonna do me best to make it a dry one..

have a good'un peeps

Hi peeps hope you dont mind me jumping in... i aint got much to give at mo.. but sending you all hope that you are doing ok today. I just got back from docs.. made an emergency appointment re my mental state which has been getting increasingly obsessed wiv suicide. My AD has been upped again n im se...