Good morning,

#25 checking in for day 2

Back to work today, so gathering all my strength ,

Love patty xxx

Happy new year everybody,

I'm in #25

Love patty xxx

Thank you top cat

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Hi there,

Can I join please,

Thank you

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Hi yoyo and everyone,

Finally day 1 is coming to an end been in my pjs since 5pm ! Cooked a roast tonight and once I had eaten I felt a lot better, just eaten 1/2 box of maltesers, and now going to bed to watch 'I'm a celeb', feeling positive, see you tomorrow.

Stay strong.

Love patty xxx

Thank you Zelda, I'm so disappointed with myself

But determined

Love patty xxx

Morning guys and thank you for your welcome, Yesterday didn't go as well as planned, I honestly surprise myself at how stupid I am :? But hey ho, not feeling the best this morning but brushed myself down and trying again, my oh says it's a stupid time to stop and I just come over as being miserable,...

Good morning,

Day 2 here, and I'm so happy to be feeling so much better going to see beauty and the beast this afternoon . So happy to be back .

I have a very busy week and mustn't get complacent . Sending strength to you all.

Love patty xxxx

Hi guys, I'm back (w) , tried in April/may time and for a while I thought I had things under some sort of control, went on holiday in July and tbh it went well , I had 2 bottles of wine the whole week, which for me was really good.........came home on the Thursday and my husband went to collect the ...

Hi guys ,

Struggling but I'm in, day 1 almost done

Love patty xxxxx

Good morning :\: Thank you for your support over Saturday's silly mistake !! Johnny , I agree with all he advice you've been given, and as yo yo says, I should wait until the day before you decide, whichever way it goes just stay with it, we all understand how difficult it is . Anne, I have 5 dogs (...

Good morning all :\: , Can't believe it's a whole week since I felt like my life was over, it's been a tough but thoughtful week and I'm happy to say I'm still with, however on Saturday was at a retirement do and instead of ordering an af wine ,I ordered a low alcohol wine :shock: only had two (whic...

Good morning, Essay, hope you made it :) 5,30pm is my witching hour too, it's very hard and it's usually when I come in from work, tonight I had a sandwich as soon as I came in, didn't really want it but it helped :) . We went out for dinner last night with our drinking friends !!!! My husband had a...

Hi tired trying, Yes I'm somewhat lucky that oh doesn't bother with alcohol, just the odd one here and there, if he did, I honestly don't know where I would be, but as you say be the strong one, it's not going to be easy but if we can look forward a few months AF , I'm sure it would be well worth it...

Thank you Suffolk Sally ,

You are so right, I am so going to try, I'm just broken,

You are doing sooo well

Love patty xxxx

Hi there tired trying and essay, Thank you for your supportive comments, they are really appreciated :) , as for my relationship with my husband , we have been very happily married for 25 years and never really argue until I have a drink and then he still doesn't argue with me !, prior to my relatio...

Hi there everyone :\: , After having a stint of 'I can moderate' I'm back after the worst weekend ever (w) , don't know why or what happened but I think I had my rock bottom moment......I'd had a pretty busy weekend, had two of the grandchildren for a stop over Friday and Saturday, that was fine, bu...

Hi, Day 1 again, (w) so sick of this roller coaster, day 2 was going fine, had to call for fuel on the way home from work and bought a bottle of wine, it was just one, normally it would be two, Anyway on a positive note I'm going to join SW on Thursday and start swimming again, now we have finished ...

Thank you suffolksally, I needed that, as I said, that is not the norm, and that's what I have to remember, because it could have all gone horribly wrong (w) , but I'm back with it now and sticking with me becks and lime, I found it really refreshing and not being a conicer of larger, it tasted good...

Hi guys, Glad to see everyone's doing so good ;)? , regarding my BBQ , it was a great success, weather held of and until later on managed to stay on the becks and lime, however around 10 ish I did have 2 glasses of wine, that was all, and I was fine, however I was so disappointed with myself, obviou...