Bright Eye

thanks guys,i will keep you posted x

cheers guys. not allowed phone for 2 weeks. not sure then after. im packing up stuff now, i went and printed a photo of me and my girls to put in my room. im more anxious about my turn to cook more than anything! and i love to cook! . not planning to drink in the morning,so will be relying on the do...

are you guys keeping drink diaries? keeping tabs on units?

im going in on wed morning !!

hello, check in time. been sick 3 times today, horrible, barely managing to drink anything or eat. good news though, my rehab might start next week as a bed is available now !! cant come soon enough, had about 7 detoxes but never a rehab, so hope this works. may even opt to stay longer/relocate get ...

3 months and more hopefully

have you tried l glutamine tad?
a guy on the recovery elevator podcast swears by taking the powered form and putting some under his tongue if a craving hit

hi tad. still workin hard hey?
i hope i can get back into work later on.
managed to walk the long walk to spoons today,but cudnt stomach a beer, ended up having half a bottle then puking twice, back home with a 6 pack from aldi.

not looking forward to 2mrws vomit session.

hows everyones sat night?

i go end of month. there is one in portsmouth,but thats more 12 step,so thats why i chose oxygen. cant wait, fed up of puking. fed up of being skint. im 40 next year. i want to be sorted by then, off my anti depressants, have my own place , maybe even be happy ?!

indeed its a curse. hi cowboy !! i vomit daily now.not from hangover or withdrawals,but because of alcoholic gastritis. i cant wait to quit and start rehab. a while ago i managed to halt drinking untill 6pm. but thats slipped. i find myself wandering the house at 9am not even wanting a drink but im ...

anyone here been to rehab?

thanks buddy

look up 5 htp. that helps with sleep and mood.
also l glutamine is good

thanks for the congrats.nice to see new and old peeps here. rehab cant come quick enough, im also being sick quite often now, probably gastritis. i did think it was ketoacidosis but the gp doesnt. anyway, should clear up when im abstinent. is there a thread on here for people who have done rehab? il...

thanks for the support.
i got the funding
hopefully going on the 28th oct.
need to sort this.
is banana still around?

nice to see you tad.
cant see much on my phone but hope all are well.
my application for funding for rehab was yesterday, i will get the yes or no by tue or wed.
hope i do,i need it. i have noone to talk to anymore, my old best mate cant be bothered, my ex wife has gone cold, im just alone.

hello ppl who remember me !
downward spiral has continued. but bn back in touch with services & hopefully after a while i can go to rehab.
too much has happened to type here on phone.but hope everyones in a better place & ill try to keep looking on here

morning guys x been away again as per usual :roll: glad to see familiar ppl here, sorry to hear of the bad situations some of you are in <:)> kept my job by the skin of my teeth :? but not sure how long it will last, im still drinking so walking a very fine line. i cant understand how i can stop so ...

Hi tad , thats great to hear , good one !!! Just going back to Ant again, i read a qoute he made in the paper along the linea of ' my experts told me im not an alcoholic, which is good because i look forward to a good cold beer, especially when we do 'im a celebrity' in oz. Pity. Mind you im kinda t...

Hey guys Good going lb , i would have probably gone in that pub & ordered a cup of tea, but secretly probably also scoping out its beers & prices & wotnot ! Man,i remember when you first got that electric bike ! Remember i had to cycle to train station everyday due to being banned? Bikes in sis's ga...

Enjoy last day tad ! Ive just made brekkie for mum n step dad, my girls are over & dancing around the living room to that bloody music channel where the top 20 seems to be full of auto tune r&b rubbish. Ha ,i sound old ! Onto day 8 now, feeling better everyday. Still taking my high strength thiamine...