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by chriscole
17 Mar 2018 08:47
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Hi guys, Day 7 here already! Man,waking up sober is so much better , (after ten thousand attempts) at least im not hoping ive still got beers left over from last night,cos if i had, that would be my breakfast Who said about permission thoughts last page? Yup, thats where it gets me, i go from cravin...
by chriscole
17 Mar 2018 08:39
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Just LINKS
Replies: 281
Views: 47865

Re: Just LINKS

https://youtu.be/PY9DcIMGxMs

Prob been posted before but makes good points
by chriscole
14 Mar 2018 12:52
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Hi guys , its boomerang drew here ! Glad i can still see friendly/familiar ppl here! Shit, lb, sorry ur back on this roundabout again ! Ive been gone again cos as u might know split with wife last year & work suspended me (still suspended,pending more occ health meetings) Now i find out the wife is ...
by chriscole
04 Jan 2018 14:15
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Hi all, looks like im joining quite a few of you guys here near the bottom, constantly failing to admit to ourselves that to take that first drink is a bad idea ! (no i dont do aa) No drink yesterday, as was too ill, the night before i was the cider & took a whole box of old anti depressants i dont ...
by chriscole
21 Dec 2017 10:25
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Make the most of these days off hey? Bet it is heaven! Im seeing the inclusion guys & gp every now & then, but honestly theres not much left they can do. Im not 100% commited to being totally af yet, i always fail & end up on mini benders. They started breathylizing me on visits too, one time i was ...
by chriscole
21 Dec 2017 09:36
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Morning all. Another af day yesterday,after beers & a bottle of vodka the day before. My body /our bodies must be thinking "wtf"!! Mind you ,theyre prob used to it until they give up. Tad, is your work life still crazy as ever? Hi beado , sg & spats ! Taking my girls swimming soon, something to fill...
by chriscole
20 Dec 2017 11:42
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Hey you ! No, ill try to stick around this time ! How have you been?
by chriscole
20 Dec 2017 11:21
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Hello. Sorry ive been away again. The usual poor me ,pour me stuff. I managed 2 weeks af a while ago, then been on & off as usual. Still havent heard from work yet, Still in pain about the separation with wife, even began chatting to a new woman online , but ive probably managed to mess it up by dri...
by chriscole
10 Nov 2017 15:19
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Hello all x Just a quick check in to keep you posted, Completed my community service in 11 sessions. Still going to inclusion. Still awaiting a disciplinary hearing from work (im not holding any hopes) in which case im hoping not to go on a bender should the worse happen. But got an appointment to t...
by chriscole
26 Sep 2017 16:53
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

I got 90 hrs community service, a fine & a year ban.
Now to await meeting tomorrow to see if i still have a job
by chriscole
24 Sep 2017 10:05
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

I was given iv fluids & vitamins & sent home with vit b & thiamine tabs, plus my sertraline & propranolol.

Yes im still drinking, im home alone all week,my mums gone on holiday. The wife & kids have settled in their new home.

Im ready to end it all,but i cant
by chriscole
24 Sep 2017 09:41
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Hello, just thought id check in. Not great here. Got the prison officer job, but was still drinking in the evenings. My tutors on the training course took me aside & questioned me about it. Next thing i know im lying on the floor covered in blood. I had a seizure & cut my chin open,3 stitches & a ni...
by chriscole
05 Jul 2017 22:07
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Just checking in, did see lb saying hello? I hate this phone im always pressing wrong buttons. So she still wont have me back, got really bad on lime vodka & woke to find 3 paramedics who mum rang Got hooked up to all the bits but they said id live so left me after a while. So im now 2 days sober, t...
by chriscole
29 Jun 2017 09:46
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Bad, i went home & found shes cleaned the house of everything to do with me,pictures ,my stuff,the lot.
I even tried the hosepipe in my car, didnt work, it was stupid i know. Im just crushed & cant escape the pain
by chriscole
23 Jun 2017 15:23
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Update,sorry for me me

Im still round mums ,thisll be the4th night away from home. Ive been able to visit girls but any talks with wife end in tears & her saying she doesnt know what to do & needs time. Im in so much pain

Havent drunk since tue night. But if it does all end ,dont know what ill do
by chriscole
21 Jun 2017 15:10
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Cos im hoping theres still a shred of love somewhere in her, & im going to try my hardest to stop
by chriscole
21 Jun 2017 14:37
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Went to gp, got some diazepam, only 7 pills though, taken 2 so far , not sure if theyre working
Wife wont let me see her today after a massive bust up last night , got wasted on vodka & had a right go, even her parents were there
by chriscole
20 Jun 2017 10:08
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Nope, things r worse, i keep finding evidence of her infidelity yet she swears nothing happened. Im off today again, told my boss all about it. Puking up now, not eaten, just drinking
by chriscole
12 Jun 2017 07:26
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Just checking in
Hi sg , sorry for being away

Was going ok with wife for a while, but i felt that it was all a charade, im still sure shes chatting to guys behind my back , being very cagey about her phone etc..

So ive let that & paranoia feed my drinking
I cant keep pretending & swallowing my fears
by chriscole
05 Jun 2017 07:35
Forum: General Recovery
Topic: Regrouping
Replies: 33587
Views: 1427164

Re: Regrouping

Same here zips, hang in there I was up sweating etc yesterday, ended up having 3 beers later on to try & help. Will see what work say when i go in re-being sent home Trying to play happy families with the wife but shes still being secretive on her phone & her plentymorefish profile still seems to up...