to you, Kim. I know from what you've written previously that you have worked so hard to try to make things work, and that this will be, as you say, a momentous event in your life.Lush4life wrote: ↑25 Oct 2019 11:11Morning, sad, momentous day for me.
I just ended 43 years of marriage, no other way to say this, 4 kids, 8 grandchildren have been the wonderful part to come out of this.
Am fairly heartbroken , even though was my decision, its been happy, fun, horrible, lonely,and at times wonderful.
I thought in getting sober things would improve; they haven't maybe got worse?
Maybe he doesn't like the me I've now become, I don't know?
I don't know anything anymore it feels like that.
What I do know is these last few months I've so wanted to drink, smoke, anything to escape my reality.
I can't do that obviously but its tough, so that's why I'm sharing this here, not to air my dirty linen or put down the man I've loved since ages 15 no, but to help me get through this, to stay strong to believe I can get through
I can't type anymore I'm sorry.
I hope the change doesn't feel too hard, and I wish you a very bright and happy future once things settle a bit