Too late for me.SoberBoots wrote: ↑23 Nov 2019 12:07Pork, I think it's worth trying anything - quitting's tough. I've known people whose lives have been turned around by AA.
Why don't you ditch the Special Brew? If tomoorow's going to be your first day sober, you want to minimise the suffering of withdrawal. If you must drink, have something weaker, space it out, make sure you eat and get some water in too.
You're at the stage where alcohol is going to send you into a horrible depressive spiral. I'm really glad you want to get sober again
Done worse than special brew.
I’m stopping everything.
Mate came round to party but left at 6pm.
Lots more beer here now.
Won’t drink much more today but may drink some of it tomorrow & pour the rest away.
Bought some more gold. Dunno why but the price seems to go up & up.
Had a real f**k it day.
Even had a roll up.
May have a couple more but that’s it. I don’t want to be a smoker it’s just he smokes when he drinks & I bought the tobacco.
Will reset a few counts I have but keeping 8 years smoke free even though I’m having a few roll ups.
I’m sorry people.
I’m a big let down.
I would say keep on but I can’t right now.
Wishing you all the best in your lives.
Maybe I should call someone.
But don’t know what to say.
Think I’m losing the plot.
Not SOS. But maybe I should call the Samaritans.
Might help just to talk.
Feel my mind going crazy.