Thank you for posting,it helps so much to read others experiences and thoughts.
A whole year? wow thats amazing!! Can i ask about the difference its made for you? How do you feel now you are a non drinker? Did the thought of no alcohol before you stopped terrify you? Has your self esteem improved since you cut it out?
I can totally relate to what you are saying about the affects on the kids,as im sure most of us here can. Its all too easy these days to leave kids to their own devices,tele,games consoles etc and i am guilty without doubt of leaving my youngest to entertain himself then getting cross with him when clearly hes just bored.
A family member of mine got stopped on the morning school run by the police and subsequently lost her license,even that didnt stop me,i just stopped taking my youngest to playschool when i was really bad the next morning. What a joke.
I would love to hear about the difference a year has made for you,i think it would really inspire me and i hope you feel so very very proud of yourself i truly do
Thanks,literally a few weeks back i couldnt have wine in the house without it being drunk (and then driving to get more) not entirely sure whats happened these last few weeks but i feel like im heading in the right direction. Yes have finished the application...its a huge deal,its a 5 year commitment and i cant afford to commit to it while drinking the way i have been.
No,man was not amicable about it at all,but quite frankly thats his problem not mine,im not here to get drunk and entertain him anymore,im here for myself and my boys. He has just proved to me what i suspected,he was only interested in the drunk me,i am starting to suspect i am worth a little more than that.
love this,you sure you aint a fellow warriorwoman yourself? never give up,thats the key. We will get there.Enfin wrote:So know matter how hard I'm struggling, I won't give in, I need to survive for their sakes.
Loves to all of you x x