Beating addiction is not a process of being told what to do differently, or learning the tricks that you were possibly lacking, those secrets which people without an addiction surely must have. No, it doesn’t work like that.
Overcoming addiction is more to do with learning about yourself, learning how you tick, what beliefs you hold, some of which you might not even be aware of, which contribute to your problems.
Most of our behaviours are very automatic, we do things without thinking too deeply about the consequences, most of the time. We are animals, just like the rest of nature, and we respond in the same way they do. Like Pavlov’s famous dogs - if you show us something that we’ve seen before, we often respond to it in a pre-programmed or learnt way. If you smell some lovely fresh food being cooked, you’ll start to produce saliva. You will also probably think certain thoughts as a result, again often automatically (though they might not FEEL automatic). Some of these thoughts are so subtle and you have them so often, you might not even notice them.
With addiction the initial event can be anything - being bored, feeling lonely, angry, disappointed, frustrated, tired. From that thought you might think something like “I can’t stand feelings like this, I must change this feeling”. Again, this thought might not be a loud one in your head, its just a way of dealing with the world and your feelings that has become automatic.
So, in a situation like this, you’ll find something to get rid of this unpleasant feeling you’ve got - “I know what will change my mood, a drink…” or some cocaine, or whatever your problem is with (whereas someone without addiction problems might choose to accept that feeling for a while, or find a less destructive way to change the feeling).
So, to change your addictive habits, you firstly need to understand fully how they work, what you are doing to sustain them. Then you can slowly relearn some healthier ways to deal with life, with your unpleasant feelings.
I have quit drinking a thousand times. My partner hates it when I drink and I know if a break another “promise” we are done after 26 years. But he and his whole family drinks and because of that I’m no longer invited to events he takes his cousin because she can drink all night and not become cruel and stupid, in fact they all can. I want to save my relationship with him. Does any one out the’er have any advice. I have no family of my own.
Hi all,
Grab a book on the sinclair method for treating alcohol addiction - by Roy Eskapa.
This worked for me.
I have been drinking wine every night on and off for 13 years. At the time I was at an all time low having just given birth to my 3rd child and then 2 weeks later losing my dad rather suddenly to a stroke. The only way to get through the pain was to drink. I eventually left my husband 6 years ago because I needed to find myself again. After 2 years I was on the road to recovery, then I met someone. A marvellous man who was everything I believed I wanted but he is extremely dominate and without realising I let him take over my life and guess what….I started drinking again. Now I want to get control back. I want to give up the drink so that I can be strong again. There are times that I don’t even remember what we talked about or what I agreed too and he uses this to his advantage. Unfortunately he likes a drink too and together we can get through 3 bottles of wine in an evening and I am left with a severe hangover next day sometimes having to miss work. It has to stop but I’m finding it hard to break the habit especially if we go out for a meal. I have all good intentions of ordering a soft drink but as soon as he asks me what I want I ask for a red wine. Its so hard. I was really good the other night he was drinking and kept tempting me with a small glass but I resisted, then last night I had 3 glasses and now I feel bad again. How do you break the cycle? How do you change your behaviour of what seems a life time to stop this addiction?
Hello I’m matt I want to give up drinking and have done for the past two days, the only problem is that I’m 23 and it is being completely controlled by my parents and this in my opinon is not working as I am not giving up on my own accord it’s all down to my parents which is great because they care however I think I need to do it independently because I feel like a child who can’t have his ‘toy’ which makes me crave it more, it also makes me feel imprisoned in their parenting. Has anyone got any help or ideas please, thank you
Maybe seek some counselling face to face with a man perhaps?
It sound like you have suppressed anger perhaps..and not separated from your parents..teenagers normally do this by having a good shout and stomping off..but if we are good children sometimes we don’t separate. Perhaps your family does not do anger..and its considered bad?
You are responsible for your life and how it goes…booze has been an escape for you so you can zone out from taking responsibility yourself and not face the issues with your parents. Separating can be painful that is why its easier to stay attached or to stomp off. You have a choice everyday about how you live your life. With choices comes responsibility..
Whats the pay off that the toy offers? Whats the downside? What way do you want to go.
Good luck..
Ian, I understand that conundrum… over the years family and friends did everything with drinks available…any event, any place…however, over the years, I seem to be the only one who has too many…I’m also the only one who does not have children (read into that however you like, I’m certain it’s an important fact regarding the difference in drinking habits)…I drink when I get lonely. I drink when I get bored, depressed, feel great, it’s snowing, it’s sunny… I’ll have wine before starting a project to ‘loosen up’ and get creative juices flowing (no pun in intended)…Most times seems like i can handle just fine..most times… But more times I’ll get too drunk to remember anything..have spent much more money than was going to (sometimes I really feel the bar staff take advantage on someone not cognitive - over charge - but how would I know when I DON’T REMEMBER LEAVING. I’ve done the “where’s my car” three times! I’ve woken with bruises and scratches and worst of all SHAME. I’ve tried quitting countless on top countless times and now it’s time. I’m tired of embarrassing myself, becoming overdraft in my account, and living dangerously and negatively effecting those people most important to me. It’s a sad cycle - pathetic really- and one that is not going to continue. the madness will stop. Sounds good huh. My strategy will be to keep busy. Get involved with events that require my quick/sharp brain to function and where someone will be counting on me. Do the exercise/health thing too. I’ve started with notes around the house. “I quit smoking. I quit pot. I can quit alcohol.” I’ve also placed pictures of a brain, kidney, liver and heart around the house to constantly remind me of the damage drinking causes and placed near pictures of loved ones. It’s the holidays - ‘cheers’. Instead I’ll have N/A beer nearby and my new replacement favorite, club soda mixed with juice (any juice but cranberry juice is dry like wine…orange juice with club soda is awesome… ) I’m to go skiing during the holidays (prefect time for peppermint schnapps!!)…instead I’ll bring carbonated water flavored with mint!!!..and a box of Red Hots (candy) Wish me luck too….it’s time. We’re not getting any younger. “you’re born, you die…what do you really want to do in-between?” This planet and everyone on it - surely alcohol isn’t the ONLY satisfying thing to fill a void with.
Maggie,
I just read and re-read your posting; absolute home run! You describe my relationship to alcohol perfectly. We all drink for one of two reasons, to medicate or to celebrate. I’m so tired of the cycle. I’m ‘beer free’ for 13 days now and enjoying my free time but more importantly; I sure don’t miss the hangovers…
I drink until I’m drunk at least 2 or 3 times a week. Usually cans of lager. It gives me confidence, self assurance, creativity and postpones any negative thought. Or at the very least, makes them more bearable for that particular moment in time. I simply cannot imagine a night out or holiday without alcohol, the thought of being surrounded by other revelers on a different level of consciousness scares me. I have relied too long on the alcohol completing my personality, and to this end, if I turn up to a party with friends sober, I feel I would be among strangers and the most boring, nervous wreck of the whole group. I wish I could be one of those people who could just go out for a couple of pints then leave it at that. As a 31 year old man I feel there may be time to change, I have watched my father go to the pub in the afternoon and then in the evening all my life, when he comes home he is no more drunk than he is sombre. Whereas I’ve watched my brother exploit drink and drugs until he is on the floor vomiting. I neither want to live as a 3 or 4 pint a day man or an out of control piss head. I realise that my behaviour is very much ‘learned’ and associated with situations and thought patterns. Nothing will replace the feeling of being slightly fucked up, or that mild euphoria that comes with finishing your first pint of many. The fact is I treat celebration and commiseration with the same level of treatment/mistreatment. The question is, is there a real substitute? Or will there be an empty void in your life, without the booze?
Hi, I’m 33 and mother of 2. I’ve thought at various points in my life that I have a problem with alcohol and have had problems with drugs too. My Grandfather was an alcoholic and my Gran died of a heart attack through looking after him. My mum is a heavy drinker and smoker but in complete denial that there is a problem and believes that cause she works full time she doesnt have a problem. My step-father is a really heaver drinker and smoker and my parents collude with each other.
At every family thing I go to it is always about alcohol, whether its a 1st, 2nd, 3rd childs birthday party, a christening, a christmas night..anything.
I’m a nurse and know all about the negative impacts of drinking. I feel sometimes like there are 2 Jennifer’s, the one who works as a nurse, looks after her children and has a nice life. Then when I drink I dont know when to stop, If I’m being good and want a glass of wine I’ll just get the mini bottle but more often than not I buy the bottle and then once I have one glass I drink the bottle and then drink whatever is in my house. Or when on a night out I get totally drunk, much more than anyone else, put myself in risky situations, black out. Then it takes me days to recover and the next day I have the guilyt thoughts, anxiety, wont leave the house, cancel all plans and hide in my house. I feel I need to cut out alcohol completely as I dont know how to drink in moderation like other people can. I have these thoughts but its then when I go to something that I have such an urge to drink. I’ll take my car so I wont drink, then end up leaving it there cause always give in. I’ve come on here to hopefully find some help and support as I’m so sick of the pattern of my drinking.
Hi Jennifer, just read your post and that could be me talking. I have decided to give up completely and I am going to start running more and entering races as a focus. Everything you said is my situation. I spent yesterday wiht my head down te toilet being sick and full of anxiety about what I had done or said.
, I hate that feeling and it doen’t matter who I go out with I always am the drun kest and the one everyone is talking about. I have embarrassed myself o many times that some friends don’t keep in touch anymore.
I have regisgtered onn this site and have contacted board director but hve had no reply. My problem is that I need help in getting on to posting and replying to stuff. I got as far as the welcome, but didn’t know what to click on next.
Be patient please I am 72 years.
Writing this is the first step I am taking to gain control my drinking habit/addiction.
I ask myself why do I drink? Why do I drink too much? What am I going to do about it? I feel so much better when I do not drink. I sleep properly, the dark circles around my eyes lessen, I dont do stupid things and the anxiety reduces.
Why do I drink? Stress, a learned habit, to escape - and because everyone else in my circle drinks like fish. So, now its all written down I can start to address all these things as of right now. It isnt going to be easy - particularly because of the people I live with but by turning this whole affair into a problem - I can start to address it.
I considered having a glass or two of wine tonight, after having made it several days without alcohol. I’ve decided against it because I remember that drinking will not help me reach my goal to be happier and healthier.
To accomplish this goal, I am learning how to curb my drinking or maybe stop entirely.
I’ve decided to do THIS now instead and then eat a light dinner, watch tv, and hopefully, sleep well.
I know that I will wake up feeling more confident tomorrow morning.
Peace to all of you!
Hi Elaine, I saw your post and wondered how things were going for you. I too often go a couple of days without wine and feel the benefits but never manage to go more than a couple of days before the need for a ‘nice glass of wine’ beckons me.
I also wonder how you are doing - I recognise so well the language of when we feel that we really can drink less/none and feel better tomorrow. I liked how you put it. I can go days of not drinking, can often just have two or less glasses when I do drink, and then still, in my mid fifties, from time to time excess hugely more than once in a period of time, say two weeks. Then it’s unproblematic for agress - weeks, months. I’d just like now to integrate a moderation or abstinence as a real peaceful part of who I am.
Hi Izzie, I too am in my fifties, can go without or only have a couple of drinks for periods of time - but when I drink in excess it is bad. I do wish I could control that but I think for me I have to stop completely because by the time I realize I drank too much it is the next day and the guilt and anxiety are too much for me.
I have recently decided to give up alcohol, I usually drink half a bottle of wine a night and about 3/4 large brandy’s which i know is far too much. Up to now im doing ok but its only day 2 lol which is an acheivement for me i just drink out of habit, Ive felt a little restless keep getting up and down going to the fridge to see what i can nibble on but im sure anything out of the fridge wont do me as much damage as alcohol.For me i know if i have one drink it will certainly lead to two so im going to try my hardest just to see how long i can go without having even one. Im having to keep myself busy cause i know if i get bored i will have a drink, hence being on here.
Good Luck everyone xxxxxxx
I like drinking,but i have got to the point where i feel i need to stop,i feel i am slowly sinking into an alcohol be all and end all life.I question every drinking session i have,the social part of drinking went a long time ago.My father was an alcoholic who died of alcoholism,three of my brothers are alcoholics, i dont want to go the same way.Do you think stopping altogether is the answer,or do you think it’s possible to control it.I dont have alcohol withdrawal symptoms when im not drinking,i can take or leave it for several days then i start to crave drink.
I have decided TONIGHT, tho not for the 1st time that I’m going to give up alcohol. I’ve been drinking at least a bottle of wine every day for some time. I think the suggestion of fruit smoothie’s is a good one. When I get home from work, I always feel like relaxing with a glass of wine and that inevitable goes on to be the whole bottle. It’s 1am and I can’t sleep. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
Hi Merri,
I find the easiest thing to do is not bring alcohol to the house. Esp during the week. You can’t sleep cos your body and mind is used to you being inebriated. Try some herbal sleep remedies. Once you get a pattern where u don’t drink each night, sleeping is easier. Meditate yourself to sleep maybe? Find something that works. Anyhow, this site is great for ideas. Don’t give up drinking, just cut out the times where you aren’t quite agreeing with your drinking. 🙂 I’m on day 6 of a full blown detox which is quite a long time for me and any of my friends. I’ve been out to gigs, pubs and other events I would normally drink and drink heavily at and seem to amazed quite a few people. Find the small things that making doing it satisfactory. 🙂 Good luck xxx
Hi kirsty
How you doing with your sobriety? Kiran
I to can relate to the nightmare. I am so tired of waking up in the middle of the night shaking all over, headache, and dry mouth. My mind racing with anxious thoughts. What did i do? I drank too much again. Were my kids awake and did they see me like this? I can’t remember! So coming to this web site, writing this reply is a big step. I am starting to talk also to trusted folks not about alcohol but what I am learning on this site. What my habits are and how they effect me. for examlpe the negative inner self talk has got to go. I never realized till I started listening how I say to myself the same things but using different words for the situation. All are negative and damaging to ones confidence. I think it is all based on fear. So instead of drinking alcohol( which hepls in the immediate but since once i start i can’t stop) I want to try other ways of thinking. I am now doing awareness, and trying different stratigies. Last night after dinner I went for a walk. It was quite pleasant but I did not feel that buzz of calmness like the alcohol. However did i sleep better. And i did not drink. tomorrow will bring new challenges and I will have to adapt. I will share more as they come. thanks for listening.
you say you skip some… yet do you really? I too drinkk 2- 3 glasses of wine in the week and weekend lots more if not that i use drugs….. Although for a while i did neither and i loved my life and me lots more… identify what your escaping from, and address that, i am doin life coachin and learning to love me. i also find the gym great it gets rid of my negative energy and i feel great after…. go 4 a walk, or positive talk to myself sometimes works. or being round family and drug/alcohol free friends. alternative therapy or a nice hot bath….. can work but most of all learning to love the real you is the best. good luck, xxxx
I am a heavy drinker, and i want to stop completely. I drink one or two glasses of wine most every day, (tho i do skip some) and a lot on the weekend…can get up to 10 glasses! The thing is even two glasses leaves me waking up shaky, woozy, off-balance. I can FEEL my body struggling with it! its awful! as for the hangover on the weekend, i have to lie in all day to be able to get up at like, 1900hrs, and its mostly to go to some event where there will be more drinking!!! I never blackout or fall or need help walking, but i do have blocks of time i dont remember who i spoke to, what i did, etc. Its a Nightmare. Come monday, its back to either no drink, or one or two a day…till weekend…
the whole cycle is driving me crazy. Any MORE ideas? Cheryl, yours is great. I would just like more weapons!
Thanks Cheryl, thats good advice, I have done the health replacement thing a few times but have never made the decision to truly commit myself to it, time to develop new habits!
Change your addictive habits. What I started doing was making a big container of a juice smoothy. I carried it everywhere I went. When I thought I needed a beer, I would reach for the juice. It was filling and satisfied my stomach. I would also take fast walks. This was great. Took those cravings right away.
Pretty soon, I felt so good, I didn’t want to bring my body down with alcohol.
I developed new habits.
I believe that I have an alcohol addiction and I want to rid myself of it. I think that there is no way in which I can currently free myself of this ‘disease’, however I am willing to do what ever it may take. Both my father and older brother are heavy drinkers and I too. Ever since my mother pasted away a year and a half ago I believe, as a family, we have lost ourselves. I am looking to find a controlled and healthy way in which I can lose this burden and become whole and satisfied again as I once was. Anything would be greatfully appreciated.
Thanks,
Evan.